Help me to believe that God is bigger than my fears. Tell me that God is going to conquer my bad thoughts and pour grace onto my life.

Help me to believe that God is bigger than my fears. Tell me that God is going to conquer my bad thoughts and pour grace onto my life.

A boy

It’s definitely summer for me because it’s been a little over two years since I’ve felt this way.

Welcome summer. I’ve missed you.

Wait, God —

Why? Why not allow me to move away from my awful past, and start new…

Trapped in one’s misery alone; how hypocritical of me. Such a powerful pride I held so dearly to my heart. And getting rid of it slowly, one by one, sucks and hurts. There are more losses than gains in this battle, but He is truly humbling me, and allowing me to learn much about myself through others. 
This, THIS, I call grace.
How thankful I am that He sees something so great in me, that he continuously yearns to save and meet where I am.

Trapped in one’s misery alone; how hypocritical of me. Such a powerful pride I held so dearly to my heart. And getting rid of it slowly, one by one, sucks and hurts. There are more losses than gains in this battle, but He is truly humbling me, and allowing me to learn much about myself through others. 

This, THIS, I call grace.

How thankful I am that He sees something so great in me, that he continuously yearns to save and meet where I am.

”..studies of happiness and wisdom reveal that a key factor in well-being is devoting one’s attention and passions to the benefit of others instead of just focusing on the individual, separate concerns of a private self. The “me” discovers meaning and happiness by joining and belonging to a “we.”

- Daniel J. Siegel and Tina Payne Bryson. The Whole-Brain Child.

Doesn’t this say something to yall? We ought to be one, as body of Christ. We find happiness and joy by being vulnerable, growing intimacy towards one another and learning to integrate inter-personality. So that later in life, it’s not me, but it’s us in Him; together. AWWW <3

Week 5

Speechless at how God continues to reach His hands out to me, and show me that time is truly, truly in His hands.

His timing is perfect!!! Believe me when I tell you that God has a plan for you, and all you need to do is pray and be patient with Him. For me, slowly, step by step, everything is starting to make sense. I cannot help myself from constantly wanting to know Him a little more and a little bit deeper. I keep falling in love with Him over and over again… HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND GRACE IS POURING DOWN ON US.

Not mine, but His.

Currently trying to prohibit myself from constantly wanting to be lifted up by other people. So, for few days, weeks… I will try to stop using first-person narrative. 

So that I can realize that I can’t exist without Him.